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| ITS WEDNESDAY!!!!! Ok, here we go....top five sad cds i own 1. Damien Rice- O 2. Jeff Buckley-Grace 3. Smashing Pumpkins- Pisces Iscariot 4. David Grey- White Ladder 5.Mazzy Star-So tonight that i might see Top Five happy Cds 1. Beck-Guero 2.Jack Johnson-Brushfire fairytales 3. Ben Folds- Rockin the Suburbs 4. The Black Crowes-The southern harmony 5.The Counting Crows-This Desert Life more to come..... | | |
| YAY Weekend!! I got to finally go home and hangout with my folks, which i haven't been able to do since june......It was such a blessing....it was my moms 50th birthday and we got to just run around town and get our toes done and do mom and daughter stuff...which was just what i needed....the Lord is so good to do that for us. He knows exactly what we need when we need it, and He knows when we need a little extra love from Him to make it through the day. Today, might be one of those days. I'm exhausted and am attempting to wake up to start the week out right. This morning in my time with Him i was reading about his Soverignity about how He knows all....I have come to realize that I think too much about money.....it consumes too much of my thought activity....it has gotten to the point where i'm thinking too much about how i'm going to pay for things and i'm not focusing on how amazing HE is and how HE is in control of everything. When did my standards go up on what I "need" to live......when did going out to eat 3 times a week become a need....when did buying everyone i know a $10 birthday gift become a need. i get so fraustrated at myself....i could scream.....if there is one thing i would get rid of if i could it would be our money....all of it....what happened to trading things for things? The movie fight club with brad pitt and edward norton...although very inapporiate had some very good ideas...they were trying to get back to the simple way of life.....as very as comunion is concerned....a bunch of people living in one house, growing their own food, no cable, no groceries....of course they were a cult.....besides the point....at the end of the movie they try to blow up the credit card buildings....no one was in them.....to erase everyones debt to start all over......so everyone could try again......one more time....but would we do this to ourselves again? Probably....we are living in a Babylon....we have to have so much its stupid! more...more...more....more....me....me....me...me...me... | | |
| Man oh man i should update.....forgive me if anyone is actually reading this on my slacking on xanga....it has been way to long. So much has been going on its a little insane. The fall stuff has been in full swing here at the church and we have about forty extra kids than we did last year.....so we are having to do a lot of adjusting but in a wonderful way. God has been surprising me left and right in my personal life and in my walk with HIM!! I have been enjoying it so much :) I have started the new beth moore study on tuesday nites and have been attempting to get my schedule finally down and in a consistency that is pleasing to God. Conviction has been around every corner and knowledge, freedom and wisdom to go along with it. I feel as though my season of studying has started while i'm having to let go with a lot of "play" time. Sad at first but what i am learning and hopefully the doors it will open will be a result for ministry, i'm hoping will be what God wants. Dicernment, wisdom and conviction have been my prayer for the past month. Learning a lot, feeling a lot, and attempting to again process a lot. Taking situations the Lord puts you in and growing from them is not as easy as it seems at times.......gotta go...have an amazing day all of you!! | | |
| Well, I'm back. The Lord is so amazing in showing me so many things about the ministry i'm in. I have just gotten back from a camp in mississippi for children called, Lake Forest Ranch. Their focus is discipleship and relational ministry with the kids, which is what i've been trying to do here for a year. It was just amazing to be somewhere in which someone shared the same vision for the ministry you're in. I was so proud of my children...six of them stood up at share time at the bonfire and shared what God had been teaching them that week...and we had one profession of faith. Just when you think HE can't bless you anymore HE just blows your socks off again. Words cannot express what He is doing in this up coming generation lives. Here are some of my amazing children.
 
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